Soul Searching

Why am i at the crew room at 2 am SG and HKG time?

Cos it snowballed again.

Haizzz

Nothing serious. Just that i could understand what wen meant when working with soarers within your own team. You can never be good enough.

Is it because of the P-plate? Or is it because of their prejudice against the commonly-spoon fed-yet-arrogant graduates these days? Because i feel as though 1'm a badly blended frappacino. Totally clueless on how to position myself.

When will it be over? Or will it ever end?

Honestly, i feel so helpless. Helpless when with the team, helpless in this job, helpelss with my fate.

Uma Thurman mentioned in her interview with Women Weekly that she spent half her life figuring it out. Her life, she meant.

That's what i realised i'm doing. My biggest project of this life: To figure my life out.

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Right, gotta go catch some winks b4 i gotta wake up and prep for a new horror.

My virgin galley work as B2 to San Francisco on a 3/4 load on 744. Let's hope my LS won't throw me out of the galley tmr.

If i blog again in Frisco in the crew room, you'll know why...

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Oh Wen, thanks soooo much for the absolutely sweet pressie, esp the card, from Athens! It made my day!