Day 4

I really wonder, how did we make it through our secondary school days with class sizes of almost 40???? When a class of 20 now seems stifling already ? I used to like making friends, i mean platonic friends, with the guys cos it feels less intimidating and they open up easier than fellow females? You know cos they're more chin chai and easy going? But today, some of the guys in my class proves to be a disappointment. It is only 4th day in the class and we are starting to see ugly side of people and to our surprise, it came from the guys !?!?! Zzzzzzz.....

You know in a group, there's always gonna be some outstanding ones as well as the popular ones? It's just a matter of time people just start sucking up to them? It's like the bees and honey thing? It just so happens that in my context some guys were the bees and mind you they did not try to conceal their dislike or preferences for other people who arent in the "honey" catergory. It's so funny watching all this sucking up from the sidelines, not to mention feeling disgusted at the same time. The comments some guys passed today was soooooooooooo blardy INSENSITIVE and ungentlemanly. Utter disappointment. Well, guessed i'm too naive. The men in the airline industry bitches too.

*Defence wall under construction*